why I'm done being a "ride-or-die" girl
In the first stages of my former relationship, I had already started arguing with my ex-boyfriend viciously. I'm not going to lie, in the very beginning, it was fun and exciting but that was during our "honeymoon period" and it lasted rather quickly. After about a month or so, I broke it off with him because I'd been hurt. (I'm just pointing out that we were not compatible at all in the sense that we would have very heated arguments, right from the beginning. I'm not looking for anyone's pity nor am I putting the blame on anyone but the sole truth is that I was hurting, nonetheless.) After I broke up with him for the first time, I felt this void. Therefore, I reached out to him and we got back together in an instant. This cycle repeated itself for about 5 months and that corresponds to an amount of about 5 or 6 break ups, if I am not mistaken. I was hurting so much that I had started questioning my own worth. I would constantly be in this attempt to break