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this is a compilation of the texts I wrote to/about the love of my life, the one that got away, from ages 20 to 24. *** 04.08.2020 how do you keep yourself from falling? I have so many mixed feelings about one of my friends and it only continues to grow. I have never felt so much love for someone in my heart and up until this time, this has never confused me. I always knew that I loved him, much more than anyone else I’ve ever met but this has never become an issue before now. There’s a part of me now that’s starting to see him in a different light. As I said, I have so much love for him in my heart and every now and again, I feel as if I’m about to explode from it. Having feelings that intense will make you want to express your love, whether it’s hugging them or making them happy. He’s just great and I wouldn’t be able to put into words how much love I’m feeling for him, for about two years now. I have such intense feelings of caring about him or wanting to protect him. What’s weird i